Muskurahat ka safar

Aap mujhe khana mat dijiye, pani mat dijiye..sab chalega, par Internet ? Nahi! Nahi reh sakti me Internet ke bina. Matlab agar hostel me Rachana Bagde apne room me na dikhe toh janlijiye ki Internet nahi aa raha hai. Saturday ki raat se internet gayab tha, aur next day kyuki sunday tha internet ke aane ke koi aasar bhi nahi the. Ek pura din - No Internet, Nightmare! Kya karu pura din ? 

Bahut sochne ke baad plan banaya movie jati hu. Movies aur me - ye bhi ek alag rishta hai. Mera bas chale toh har friday koi na koi movie dekhne jau.

So mera freind Sam (nahi kalpanic naam hai, sam bhi bhala koi nam hai) mujhe direct theatre me milne wala tha aur mujhe pohochana tha waha 6 baje tak, bhai 6:20 ka show tha. Is mahine, maine tay kiya tha ki paise save karne ki koshish karungi. Agar me Mall tak direct auto leti toh mujhe Rs.70 lagte. Agar yaha save karna tha, toh (let's say - spots A,B,C)A - B [Rs.10],B-C[Rs.10],C-Mall[Rs.10] = Rs.30. Second option better laga. Maine socha 5:30 tak hostel se nikalungi toh aaram se time pe pohoch jaungi. Par nahi, nikalane me 5:40 ho gaye, gate pe A-B ke liye ek bhi auto nahi mila ; 5:50 hogaye yahi.

Ab socha chodo, direct auto leti hu Rs.70 wala, par Rs.60 me jaungi, atleast Rs.10 bachane ki koshish karti hu. 

Ek auto mila, aur vo Rs.60 me maan bhi gaya.

Ab kuch beech raste me Auto wale bhaisahab ko phone aane lage. Unki baton se laga, jaise unko kahi toh urgent pohochana hai.

Thodi der baad vo mujhe kehte hai - Agar me aapko Rs.30 me Mall tak pohocha du toh chalega ?

Cut to : Ek past event

Isse kuch 2 mahine pehle, Pune ke railway station par jab akele apna saman lekar train ka intezar kar rahi thi, utani bheed me ek sadhu-baba types vyakti mere paas aaye aur kuch puch rahe they, meri samajh nahi aayi, maine unse kaha aap kisi aur se puch lijiye, mujhe nahi pata. Vo vyakti wahi khade rahe, aur kuch der baad, mere bahut kareeb aakar ek bahut gandi line boli - jo me kabhi keh bhi nahi sakti. Agar aisa kuch hota hai toh normally ladkiya chata laga deti hai, aur aisa nahi hai ki me nahi laga sakti thi, par uski vo line sunkar andar tak kaap gayi thi me, bahut darr gayi thi me aur mere muh se

kuch nahi nikala, me waha se seedhe nikalkar waiting room me aa gayi. Bas aansu tapakne baki they.

Ek sadhu k vesh me agar koi apni bacchi ki umar ki ladki ko aisa kuch keh sakta hai, toh yakeen maniye - kuch bhi ho sakta hai.

Us din se kisi bhi insaan par aasani se bharosa nahi hota. Har kisi pe shak hone lagta hai.

Toh auto wale uncle ki baat kuch samajh nahi aayi, achanak Rs.30 kya ? kyu ? kaise ?    

Uncle kehte hai mujhe kahi urgently jana hai, aapko mall tak nahi chod sakta, par beta aapko (A-D-Mall) D tak chod deta hu, waha se kuch Rs.10 me aap mall tak pohoch jaoge aur wo bhi jaldi- ye alag shortcut hai. Me toh pehle hi late ho rahi thi, maine kaha D mere liye nayi jagah hogi aap mujhe waha se auto me bitha dijiyega ? Ispar unhone kaha, haan me aapko sahi se bitha ke hi jaunga. 

Achanak mera CID wala dimaag mujhe satane laga. 

Kya ho agar, ye insaan mujhe D bolkar kisi khandar jagah le jaye, ho sakta hai vo phone calls sab nakali ho - mujhe phasane ke liye.

Maine thodi der baad socha, agar thoda sa bhi shak ho ki ye insaan kisi galat jagah le ja raha ho aur bheed se dur ja raha ho, toh wahi utar jaungi. Ye toh yaad hai usne kuch Rs.30 bola tha, par usne kaha tha Rs.30 me Mall pohoch jaoge, par vo kitana lenge - uspe kuch baat nahi hui thi. Maine socha apna hi profit dekhega Rs.30 hi le lega, aur mujhe chalega bhi. 

Pure raaste bhar me dekhti rahi, hum kisi anjaan jagah nahi na ja rahe. Kuch der baad usne ek alag turn liya, meri saanse ruk gayi.

Aur jab tak me kuch kehti, unhone khud kaha - ye hai D, yaha se aapko auto mil jayega Mall ke liye, me aapko auto me bitha deta hu, aur unhone ek auto wale se auto chalate chalate baat bhi kar li aur mujhe kaha aap us auto me chale jaye aur haan jate jate ek mandir padega, sundar mandir hai, vo bhi dekhte jana, mujhe Rs.20 de do aur use Rs.10 de dena.

Thodi der ke liye laga, ye kya hua? Shit! me pure raaste bhar jis insaan ke bare me pata nahi kya kya sochti aa rahi thi, vo toh kitna bhala nikala,

agar vo mujhe Rs.40 bhi dene kehta toh me de hi deti, vo apna profit dekh sakta tha, par usne aisa kuch nahi kiya. 

Mujhe samajh nahi aa rha tha, mere dare-sehme dil ko achanak shant karne wale is shaks ko kaise thankyou kahu. Maine bas jate jate smile kiya, ek genuine, insaniyat pe vishwas vapis aa gaya - wali smile. Unhone bhi return smile kiya.

Ab D-to-Mall, dusre auto wale ne kuch aur logo ko bitha liya, 2 aurate aur 2 chote bacche, uname ek baccha kuch 6-7 saal ka hoga, vo mere saamne aakar baith gaya, bar bar vo apna hath bahar nikalta, aur me uska hath undar kar deti - kehti beta hath bahar nahi nikalo, uski mummy unke dusare bacche ke sath busy thi.

Vo baccha meri taraf aise smile karta tha, jaise hum ek dusre ko pata nahi kitane salo se pehchante ho. Me bhi return me use smile karti.

Bas, aur mera Mall aa gaya.

 Time : 6:13,

 6:17, hum hall ke undar, aur 6:20 movie started! 

Kabh kabhi anjaan log, apne se lagne lagte hai.

Introduction to Mera mann kehne laga.

When that moment passes, those feelings, emotions can't be felt again. But I want every such moment where I thought life is beautiful should be there with me forever. What better than writing it down.
Expressions are amazing and expressing through words recreats the moment.

Language is not a barrier for me. I'll write in Hindi, English or Marathi.

Welcome to my world of exciting journey!
My promise to myself -
I'll make sure to not write anything depressing or you can say - rone nahi wali me is blog me :P

Let me know if I break my promise @rachanabagde1996@gmail.com

Punha ekda premat padavasa vatatay

Nahi koni bhetala nahi mala, mhanje konacha vichar kartiye asa pan nahiye pan konas thavuk premat padavasa vatatay, ho punha! 

Pan kuthlya vyakti chi jeevanat ashnyachi garaz nahi vatat fakt premat ashnyachi bhavana haviye.

Mi aahe khup practical, na ghadnari swapn pahat nahi - ajeebat nahi.

Mag kadhi kadhi vatata ki asel koni tari, kuthe tari - fakt majha, khup prem karnara.

Aani ek gosht 80% intuition aahe ki to jevha bhetel na - mhanje majha jeevan sathi, kalel mala swatahach ki hach toh - ''mere sapno ka rajkumar" :P 

Nahi mi expect nahich karat ki koni asa asava, pan aatun kuthun tari vatat asta ki ek divas to yeil aani aayushya ekdum sundar karel.

Bar majhya kay apeksha aahet ?

- Mulga asava :P

- Shudh marathi bolata yavich / jar nasel yet tar shik mhanav.

- Bhayankar romantic asaylach pahije.

- Swatahchi ek vegali olakh asaylach pahije, mala mediocracy ajeebat aavadat nahi.
- mala vatata nata mhanje : muline mulala sambhalaycha asta aani mulani mulila japaycha asta, mi sambhalen, tyane japayla hava.
- tyala ek gosht clear vhayla pahije ki majhi swapn saglyat mahatvachi aahet, tyachyahun sudha.

- baki update karat rahen.

Actually ha video pahat hote, aani mag he suchala.
Kay god expressions aahet paha na swapnil aani mukta chya chehrya var. Jar premat padle na tar he asa asava. Ekdum bhari - ha shabd Punyane shikavla mala.

@ 8:50

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So what are my expectations from my would be :
1.  He should be a boy :P
2. He has to speak pure Marathi/ if he don't know Marathi, he better learn it.
3. He must be Romantic.
4. He needs to have his own identity in whatever field he is, I hate mediocrity.
5. He needs to accept - My dreams are most important than anything else, even him!
6. Rest I'll keep on updating.


Actually I was watching this video.
@8:50 Look at both of them, how wonderful.

From Rachana to RJ Rachana

Alright so, I was in 9th grade and my father(a teacher by profession) comes to me saying there is this advertisement going on, on radio saying they need some radio jockeys regarding which a student's parent came to him asking for his signatures on some form. I was like "ok, fine so ?". 

He said "I too have filled that form for you. Sign it."

Because I am very practical person and just don't believe in wasting time and hoping for something which is not possible, I said, "there's no point."

And my father being so optimistic, he always finds his calculations saying "Atmost 50-60 people will apply, amongst them 35 will actually get interested into the selection procedure, many of them will not do it seriously, 20 will try for writing exam, 10 will go for final voice test, its simple!"

I was not actually convinced, but his previous track records of these calculations somehow forced me to sign the form and I did.

Next, after some days we got a letter for a General Knowledge Examination at AIR(All India Radio).We went there, there were some 50-60 people, yes 60 people and I was like "Papa, leave it, its tough competition", because I just didn't think these much people are going to be interested for this, may be because if you get something easily you don't understand its worth.

I gave that exam. It was pretty good, I am quite nice at General Knowledge. Papa enquired what's the next procedure, the person there told, some 30-35 are going to be selected from these and they will go for final voice test. I wasn't completely hopeless as my paper was good, but still not very confident.

Some one week later we got the letter saying, you have cleared the Writing Test, now you have been called for voice test (personal interview). I felt fine, till writing test it was ok, but next "Papa I am not expecting anything, please you too do the same." On this he told "Arrey, I know what to expect. Just be ready."

Till then I never knew what radio jockeys actually speak like, because we didn't had a Radio in our house. I was like clueless. But I wasn't nervous because I knew I can speak well, may be more better than others but Radio Jockey ? I don't know!

We went for voice test. And we got to know 33 candidates have been selected and all these will appear for voice test and then top 6 will be the final Radio Jockeys.Someone said, go and prepare with your script and then he handed me some 5 pages written material. It was a written show, it looked interesting to me. Everyone was preparing, after hearing them I said, ok these are some really good orators man. And top 6 out of 33, not happening, let me just take this experience with me.

And voice test/Interview started, they were sending the candidates somewhere inside, where no one else was allowed, it looked different not like normal rooms. I was curious to know, where are they actually going. 

And then my turn came, I looked at my mother with a nervous expression as this was my first ever interview. She smiled and said "Don't worry and all the best". They directed me to that room.

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This was a recording studio. I was expecting some bunch of people might be sitting there who'll be asking me some questions. To my surprise there was no one, but just a normal mike. I went and stood there. 

2 minutes over, nothing is happening, I don't know why I am standing there.

And suddenly a voice comes, something like Bigboss, asking me what's your name good girl ? And then I realised this is a Bigboss wala Interview :P

I was not at all nervous now. I told him my name and some more details as he asked about my hobbies and what all I do at my school. Then a different voice comes asking me to read a specified material from the script in my hand. I read it as if no one is watching or listening. So far really going good from my side. I was happy with my performance. 

Now Mr.Bigboss asked me to sing that song written on page 3. Because it was a famous Marathi song they might have thought everyone would know the lyrics but I didn't. And only two lines were printed on it. I started that song, sang two lines and kind of paused, letting them know I don't know the lyrics. Suddenly a woman appeared on the gate peeping, I couldn't hear her but I could understand she was saying, don't stop, just continue. I said fine, and repeated that line some 3 more times, I thought Mr.Bigboss will ask me to stop. But no. And for the next 2 minutes, I sang those lines for like 7-8 times, everytime expecting Mr.Bigboss will interrupt. But I guess he was enjoying, by the way I was singing really well :P. That was the longest time ever. Finally he interrupts and asks me to read some other part of the script. And then with a remark you have a nice voice, he asks me to leave.

Because of the top 6 criteria plus this singing drama I didn't had any hope of getting selected. I wasn't expecting at all. They told us within 10 days you'll get a letter if selected. 

15 days over, nothing came. I even forgot that I tried something like this.

My father too pretended that he is not expecting but he was somewhere.

On 16th day, my father comes from his school, asks my mother where is Ritu(that's my nick name). I was in bedroom. He suddenly comes and hugs me. I am like WHAT ?

He said, we got the joining letter, you are one of the top six candidates and you are a Radio Jockey now. It was a total shock for me. The happiness on his face because of me, I 'll never forget and my journey as RJ Rachana started!