Asach aapla kahitari

Asach aapla kahitari
:)

Thursday, 10 November 2016

Its 0 or 1 for me



My emotions, thinkings, decisions have always been either zero or one and I completely follow the zero or one mantra. Either I am totally into something or I am totally detached, there is nothing in between.
The space between zero and one is not in my book, simple reason being its a very complicated place to be in. And I avoid complications as much as possible. Because those complications don't take you anywhere and you are just stuck and I really can't give any time or energy to get involved in them.
This sums to no energy at zero and total energy from 0.1 to 1 to go directly to 1 as a whole and that's how you give your best shot at 1.

Either you have an important space in my life which I'll make sure you know with my actions or you are just no one to me. There is nothing in between.
Either I want something really badly or I just don't want it. There is nothing like maybe or lets see.
Even my anger, that's why I say - "I rarely get angry." Very few people have seen my anger and their reaction tells me they don't want to see it again :P

This has also sometimes got me into trouble as I might think that something as being 1 but is actually less than 1, say 0.9, and then it hurts because you gave your best shot at 0.9 rather than at 1.
But I am equally good at throwing such things with 0.9 to 0.
Let it be situations, people, performance, or just everything.

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