Got 33rd Crush Maccha.

What makes me happy ?
My crushes man!
All over my life, I am very serious about my crushes. They are excitement factor of my life.

32 crushes till now and my crush pot was feeling bored. Last crush was some one month old.
Long time man. 
And then I got my Maccha. (I really don't know what that mean.)

Ladies and Gentlemen presenting Karthik Kumar, popularly known as Evam.

First encounter -
Standup comedy South Indian vs North Indian.

My reaction - Good comedy, Its difficult to make me laugh. As my family will tell I am only one who'll be expression-less when everyone else is laughing. As I need something really hilarious to even give a smile.  

And his gig made me laugh ,cool...but not crush level till now.

Then some one week later I saw more of his videos and slowly slowly, Maccha he is amazing.

And he is in the Crush Pot.

Why ?

- Look at that energy,

- Passion - people with passion, it just shows in their actions and I get instantly attracted.

- Smart - those punch lines and timing and he is deliberately making south Indian accent, which is         really working in favour for him.

- Confidence/Public Speaking - Maccha you are killing it.

That's enough for passing my crush test!

This is most hilarious comedy I ever saw. Do I sound biased ? Ya fine.

             

And then Mr.Karthik shows me another side of his personality - The Entrepreneur.

You deserve to be my Crush.

27th Crush and I am mad about him.

First encounter -

Let's pan the camera to June 2015, I am doing my Internship.
Office scene -
I have completed my work already, nothing to do man. Let's watch some Youtube. Nothing interesting on Youtube nowadays, what to do ?

Let's watch a movie. Yes a 2:30 hr movie in office time on office's system. I know I am very cool.

Which movie ? Umm..let's see..Ya, this movie some one year back I saw trailer of this Marathi movie, the storyline looked interesting but didn't get chance to watch the movie. Let's see this,

Coffee anni barach kahi.

Cool, movie starts. This new actor. I guess I have seen him somewhere, wait! No...not actually.
Fine, movie continues.
I don't know what is happening ? I just can't take my eyes off him. Its nothing like his acting was extraordinary or so, but I don't know  - Its strange! I am getting crazily attracted towards him. What's wrong with me ? Why ?
Rachana have you lost it ? Movie just started some 15 mins. before and you are going mad ? For what ? My brain needs answer Rachana...Answer me.

I really don't know but I am feeling a strong connection with him.

And some 10 mins. later after trying very hard to get the answer to my sudden chemical imbalance I realised he resembles almost 90% to my past crush Varun .


Maannnn!! How on Earth is that even possible ?
His mannerisms, somewhat body language and most of all his expressions matches 100% to Varun.
Dude, are they twins or what ?
And who better can say this than me who has stalked Varun for over an year.

That connection, made me instantly fall for him.

I was in dreams while watching that movie. Movie done! I got a new energy, after those 8 months of sadness, Vaibbhav Tatwawdi was a new fresh air.




I started exploring Vaibbhav.
So, here we go,
Marathi actor also featured in Bollywood with movies like Hunterr (character name - Kshitij, I will sue that director for showing Vaibbhav dead in last scenes. You better not do that again.) and Bajirao Mastani (Chimaji Appa).
He is from Nagpur. Wohoooo..I mean kya baat!
His home address - just lives 10 mins. away from my home. Wah!
His father is Director of a famous college in Nagpur, mother - housewife and younger brother - Entrepreneur.
Schooling - Somalwar High school, Nagpur.
College - COEP. That's College of Engineering Pune. Great!
(He took COEP over VNIT Nagpur as he was aware of Theatre culture in COEP.)

Throughout 4 yrs of Engineering, he was actively a part of Theatre. He was famous because of his acting skills and stage presence right from first year.
His plays are available on Youtube -
One of my favourite -

Completely nailed it!

After Coffee anni barach kahi's success(his debu film), he is popular in Marathi industry and has projects in Bollywood too.

When Vaibbhav dances and when Varun dances, I bet you they'll have same expressions, just same. And I still don't believe this.

And guess what he is my 27th crush.

Love the way he speaks Marathi.

He speaks from heart.

He has got personality.

He is grounded after all the success.

He dreams.

His eyes say a lot.

He has got cute smile.

Chidish Innocence.

I can go on and on and on.

Cuteness overloaded in this video. Aww.

Thankyou for existing Vaibbhav. You have no idea how happy I feel watching you :) 

This song! Love you :) blush blush 
We'll meet someday for sure. I promise.

Kitne expressions deta hai ye insaan...bas jaan le lo..

प्रेम दुधा सारखं असतं का ?

आता प्रेम आणि दूध, काय संबंध ?

जरा deeeep मध्ये जाऊन विचार करूया.
प्रेम कधी खूप उतू  जातं, तर कधी आटत जातं . म्हणजे हे माझं स्टेटमेंट नाहीये, नुसता एक विचार आहे.
म्हणजे पहा ना, एके काळी दोन व्यक्ती खूप close असतात आणि दुसऱ्या क्षणी काही तरी प्रकृती चे खेळ होतात आणि नातं तुटतं.
नातं तुटलं म्हणजे प्रेम पण नाहीस होतं का ? ते आटत का ? जर हो , तर तुम्हाला मुळात प्रेम हे कॉनसेप्टच  कळलं नाहीये!
तर conclusion काय ?  प्रेम आणि दूध काही एक संबंध नाहीये.

अजून एक, प्रेम ही एक खूप नाजूक गोष्ट आहे, ती भावना जपायची असते, त्यात जर तुम्ही डोकं लावताय की OMG असं करायला नको , तसच वागूया , एवढच नको, तेवढच बोलूया - तर पुन्हा " नाही कळलं तुम्हाला प्रेम ".
जर तुम्ही विचार करून प्रेम करत असाल तर राव कसलं हो तुमचं प्रेम ? ठेवा आपल्या खिश्यात !
अरे एका स्वतंत्र पाखरू सारखं झेप घेऊ द्या प्रेमाला, नका लावू बंधनं.
बंधनं लावलीत की पाखरू ची घुसमट होते आणि पंख कापली जातात , मग कधीच ते पाखरू झेप घेण्याचा विचार सुद्धा करत नाही. 

English Vinglish.

And after Cheeni Kam this another R Balki creation, I guess me and Mr. R Balki were in some relation in our last lives. May be..who knows ?

First 10 mins. and I was in love with this lady, Sridevi.
I never had a chance to watch her movies, obviously I wasn't born at the time she was ruling industry but knew she is a great face of the indian cinema, you see its same like our generation havn't seen Sholay but would pretend to understand every joke these people make with that movie.

So this was it. English Vinglish starring Sridevi.
Mannnnn!! What do I say ?
At the age of 52, she looks stunning and amazingly beautiful. From now onwards I am having a huge girl crush on her.
Acting man acting!! What a performance, like I have never ever seen so much natural acting in my life.
Or wait! Maybe I have..umm let's try to remember, last time I was blown away by natural acting in :
- Nadiya Ke Par : Sadhana Singh and Sachin Pilgaonkar - both were amazing.
- Cheeni kam : Amitabh Bacchan and Tabu. (I need to write a different post on Cheeni Kam.)

Her performance was spell bound. How can you act this good ?
Her innocence, her childishness, her being doubtful, her helplessness, her fear, her care, everything was crystal clear.

That scene when she tries to order a sandwich and coffee from that restaurant, just a treat to watch and when she gets out of the restaurant that feeling of getting insulted..aahh..her tears..I could relate so much, I went back to my days in school when I was sent on stage in assembly and couldn't do it properly and that teacher who insulted me in front of everyone, I just went back and I could feel that embarrassment in her eyes.

That scene in flight with Amitji. How cute she was. Awwww...

That scene where all her ladoos are dropped by her son on the floor. She goes back to make ladoos again and had to miss her English exam for it, her tears start rolling down.
I wanted to just go and hug her and tell "Shhhh....everything will be fine, relax, don't cry. I can't see you cry"

I loved this movie.

You saw that look in that french guy's  eyes everytime he used to look at her ?
My goodness, I just smile :)

Sridevi, I am glad you did this movie and Shashi (Sridevi's character's name ) I am in love with you, I swear :)

Muskurahat ka safar

Aap mujhe khana mat dijiye, pani mat dijiye..sab chalega, par Internet ? Nahi! Nahi reh sakti me Internet ke bina. Matlab agar hostel me Rachana Bagde apne room me na dikhe toh janlijiye ki Internet nahi aa raha hai. Saturday ki raat se internet gayab tha, aur next day kyuki sunday tha internet ke aane ke koi aasar bhi nahi the. Ek pura din - No Internet, Nightmare! Kya karu pura din ? 

Bahut sochne ke baad plan banaya movie jati hu. Movies aur me - ye bhi ek alag rishta hai. Mera bas chale toh har friday koi na koi movie dekhne jau.

So mera freind Sam (nahi kalpanic naam hai, sam bhi bhala koi nam hai) mujhe direct theatre me milne wala tha aur mujhe pohochana tha waha 6 baje tak, bhai 6:20 ka show tha. Is mahine, maine tay kiya tha ki paise save karne ki koshish karungi. Agar me Mall tak direct auto leti toh mujhe Rs.70 lagte. Agar yaha save karna tha, toh (let's say - spots A,B,C)A - B [Rs.10],B-C[Rs.10],C-Mall[Rs.10] = Rs.30. Second option better laga. Maine socha 5:30 tak hostel se nikalungi toh aaram se time pe pohoch jaungi. Par nahi, nikalane me 5:40 ho gaye, gate pe A-B ke liye ek bhi auto nahi mila ; 5:50 hogaye yahi.

Ab socha chodo, direct auto leti hu Rs.70 wala, par Rs.60 me jaungi, atleast Rs.10 bachane ki koshish karti hu. 

Ek auto mila, aur vo Rs.60 me maan bhi gaya.

Ab kuch beech raste me Auto wale bhaisahab ko phone aane lage. Unki baton se laga, jaise unko kahi toh urgent pohochana hai.

Thodi der baad vo mujhe kehte hai - Agar me aapko Rs.30 me Mall tak pohocha du toh chalega ?

Cut to : Ek past event

Isse kuch 2 mahine pehle, Pune ke railway station par jab akele apna saman lekar train ka intezar kar rahi thi, utani bheed me ek sadhu-baba types vyakti mere paas aaye aur kuch puch rahe they, meri samajh nahi aayi, maine unse kaha aap kisi aur se puch lijiye, mujhe nahi pata. Vo vyakti wahi khade rahe, aur kuch der baad, mere bahut kareeb aakar ek bahut gandi line boli - jo me kabhi keh bhi nahi sakti. Agar aisa kuch hota hai toh normally ladkiya chata laga deti hai, aur aisa nahi hai ki me nahi laga sakti thi, par uski vo line sunkar andar tak kaap gayi thi me, bahut darr gayi thi me aur mere muh se

kuch nahi nikala, me waha se seedhe nikalkar waiting room me aa gayi. Bas aansu tapakne baki they.

Ek sadhu k vesh me agar koi apni bacchi ki umar ki ladki ko aisa kuch keh sakta hai, toh yakeen maniye - kuch bhi ho sakta hai.

Us din se kisi bhi insaan par aasani se bharosa nahi hota. Har kisi pe shak hone lagta hai.

Toh auto wale uncle ki baat kuch samajh nahi aayi, achanak Rs.30 kya ? kyu ? kaise ?    

Uncle kehte hai mujhe kahi urgently jana hai, aapko mall tak nahi chod sakta, par beta aapko (A-D-Mall) D tak chod deta hu, waha se kuch Rs.10 me aap mall tak pohoch jaoge aur wo bhi jaldi- ye alag shortcut hai. Me toh pehle hi late ho rahi thi, maine kaha D mere liye nayi jagah hogi aap mujhe waha se auto me bitha dijiyega ? Ispar unhone kaha, haan me aapko sahi se bitha ke hi jaunga. 

Achanak mera CID wala dimaag mujhe satane laga. 

Kya ho agar, ye insaan mujhe D bolkar kisi khandar jagah le jaye, ho sakta hai vo phone calls sab nakali ho - mujhe phasane ke liye.

Maine thodi der baad socha, agar thoda sa bhi shak ho ki ye insaan kisi galat jagah le ja raha ho aur bheed se dur ja raha ho, toh wahi utar jaungi. Ye toh yaad hai usne kuch Rs.30 bola tha, par usne kaha tha Rs.30 me Mall pohoch jaoge, par vo kitana lenge - uspe kuch baat nahi hui thi. Maine socha apna hi profit dekhega Rs.30 hi le lega, aur mujhe chalega bhi. 

Pure raaste bhar me dekhti rahi, hum kisi anjaan jagah nahi na ja rahe. Kuch der baad usne ek alag turn liya, meri saanse ruk gayi.

Aur jab tak me kuch kehti, unhone khud kaha - ye hai D, yaha se aapko auto mil jayega Mall ke liye, me aapko auto me bitha deta hu, aur unhone ek auto wale se auto chalate chalate baat bhi kar li aur mujhe kaha aap us auto me chale jaye aur haan jate jate ek mandir padega, sundar mandir hai, vo bhi dekhte jana, mujhe Rs.20 de do aur use Rs.10 de dena.

Thodi der ke liye laga, ye kya hua? Shit! me pure raaste bhar jis insaan ke bare me pata nahi kya kya sochti aa rahi thi, vo toh kitna bhala nikala,

agar vo mujhe Rs.40 bhi dene kehta toh me de hi deti, vo apna profit dekh sakta tha, par usne aisa kuch nahi kiya. 

Mujhe samajh nahi aa rha tha, mere dare-sehme dil ko achanak shant karne wale is shaks ko kaise thankyou kahu. Maine bas jate jate smile kiya, ek genuine, insaniyat pe vishwas vapis aa gaya - wali smile. Unhone bhi return smile kiya.

Ab D-to-Mall, dusre auto wale ne kuch aur logo ko bitha liya, 2 aurate aur 2 chote bacche, uname ek baccha kuch 6-7 saal ka hoga, vo mere saamne aakar baith gaya, bar bar vo apna hath bahar nikalta, aur me uska hath undar kar deti - kehti beta hath bahar nahi nikalo, uski mummy unke dusare bacche ke sath busy thi.

Vo baccha meri taraf aise smile karta tha, jaise hum ek dusre ko pata nahi kitane salo se pehchante ho. Me bhi return me use smile karti.

Bas, aur mera Mall aa gaya.

 Time : 6:13,

 6:17, hum hall ke undar, aur 6:20 movie started! 

Kabh kabhi anjaan log, apne se lagne lagte hai.

Introduction to Mera mann kehne laga.

When that moment passes, those feelings, emotions can't be felt again. But I want every such moment where I thought life is beautiful should be there with me forever. What better than writing it down.
Expressions are amazing and expressing through words recreats the moment.

Language is not a barrier for me. I'll write in Hindi, English or Marathi.

Welcome to my world of exciting journey!
My promise to myself -
I'll make sure to not write anything depressing or you can say - rone nahi wali me is blog me :P

Let me know if I break my promise @rachanabagde1996@gmail.com

Punha ekda premat padavasa vatatay

Nahi koni bhetala nahi mala, mhanje konacha vichar kartiye asa pan nahiye pan konas thavuk premat padavasa vatatay, ho punha! 

Pan kuthlya vyakti chi jeevanat ashnyachi garaz nahi vatat fakt premat ashnyachi bhavana haviye.

Mi aahe khup practical, na ghadnari swapn pahat nahi - ajeebat nahi.

Mag kadhi kadhi vatata ki asel koni tari, kuthe tari - fakt majha, khup prem karnara.

Aani ek gosht 80% intuition aahe ki to jevha bhetel na - mhanje majha jeevan sathi, kalel mala swatahach ki hach toh - ''mere sapno ka rajkumar" :P 

Nahi mi expect nahich karat ki koni asa asava, pan aatun kuthun tari vatat asta ki ek divas to yeil aani aayushya ekdum sundar karel.

Bar majhya kay apeksha aahet ?

- Mulga asava :P

- Shudh marathi bolata yavich / jar nasel yet tar shik mhanav.

- Bhayankar romantic asaylach pahije.

- Swatahchi ek vegali olakh asaylach pahije, mala mediocracy ajeebat aavadat nahi.
- mala vatata nata mhanje : muline mulala sambhalaycha asta aani mulani mulila japaycha asta, mi sambhalen, tyane japayla hava.
- tyala ek gosht clear vhayla pahije ki majhi swapn saglyat mahatvachi aahet, tyachyahun sudha.

- baki update karat rahen.

Actually ha video pahat hote, aani mag he suchala.
Kay god expressions aahet paha na swapnil aani mukta chya chehrya var. Jar premat padle na tar he asa asava. Ekdum bhari - ha shabd Punyane shikavla mala.

@ 8:50

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So what are my expectations from my would be :
1.  He should be a boy :P
2. He has to speak pure Marathi/ if he don't know Marathi, he better learn it.
3. He must be Romantic.
4. He needs to have his own identity in whatever field he is, I hate mediocrity.
5. He needs to accept - My dreams are most important than anything else, even him!
6. Rest I'll keep on updating.


Actually I was watching this video.
@8:50 Look at both of them, how wonderful.